Realization at Sunset

Sitting here alone staring at you
Thinking why life was so blue
The warmth of your rays as you descend
I wish to go back to the moment that he and I had spent
As your light touches the waters bringing different shades of colors and brightness
I can’t help but think of the times when his presence made my world full of happiness
As your colors became brighter and brighter
How I wish our feelings for each other could have grown much deeper
But at the end of the day, when you are about to rest
And you finally decide to give way to darkness
That’s also the time when I have to be honest
And admit to myself that for him I am just a friend