In Hope For Friendship

I know that loving you was wrong
There are so many things to be considered
So many people to be taken into consideration
So many feelings involved
I know that I should have rejected this feeling long ago
But I also know that I cannot help myself from falling for you
It is not my intention to confuse you
Nor is it my intention to make you feel guilty
I was just being honest to myself and to you
I know that I cannot have you,
But I also want you to at least know how I feel about you
Love I guess, sometimes can really be complicated
People you love can’t love you back
While there are people around you who loves you
But you cannot return the feelings.
I don’t want to add up anymore to your confusion
That’s why I’m putting us some distance
But that doesn’t mean I don’t love you
It’s because I love you so much that I’m giving you the freedom
The freedom to be happy with the one you are right now
The freedom to have the peace of mind
The freedom not to feel guilt over something
The freedom to decide on your own what you really want in life
The distance I’ve put between us doesn’t mean I’m not willing to fight for you
It’s just that there are so many decisions in this relationship of ours
That only you can decide upon
I would have accepted any decision on your part
Whatever decision that might be,
I just hope that our friendship will remain
If it’s the only thing that you and I could ever have.