Learning to Let Go

There have been so many times in my life
I push myself to get over my feelings for you.
I have tried and God knows how much I tried
I tried because I know you’ll never love me the same way
I tried because I know that for you I’ll always be just a friend.
But everytime I tell myself that I have succeeded
There will be moments when I have to admit that I’m just lying
I’m lying to myself day and night
I’m lying to myself because I don’t want to be hurt anymore
I’m lying to myself because I don’t want to be crying anymore
But the more I lie to myself, the more I get hurt.
Still, I believe that indeed, someday,
I will finally tell myself that I am over you
I mean, honestly tell myself that you’re just a part of my life.
Not my present nor my future.