Unitl When

As much as I wanted to forget the feelings I have for you, I simply can't do it. God knows how much I've tried, and how much I prayed that finally I will learn to let go, and move on with my life. But everynight as I went to sleep, I keep on remembering the happy times we had shared. The times when you cared and the times when we're okay. Until when do I have to wait, until when can I truly say to myself that I'm over you. Maybe one of the reasons why I can't get this feeling out of myself was because, deep inside I am still hoping. Hoping that even if you and I cannot be more than friends, at least, the friendship could remain. But eversince I told you how I truly feel, I haven't heard anything from you. I don't know what exactly it is your thinking or how you're feeling. I don't know if you're mad or hurt by my admisssion. It just seems that there was no closure for everything that had happenned. I do deserve to have the right to know don't I? Until when do I have to wait for you to talk to me? Until when do I have to wait for the answers to all of my questions? Until when do I have to wait? Was it such a hard thing for you to at least let me know how you feel about all of these? Please, I am tired of self-guessing, I am tired of hoping for nothing. I am tired of thinking that maybe tomorrow or the day after that you will finally answer me. Had I done such a tremendous thing by admitting how I felt? Was it so much that even our friendship cannot remain? Was it so much that you don't want to talk to me ever again? Please...until when???