I always thought that everything would be fine between the two of us. We were happy, I've seen how much you cared and even if words were not spoken, I know that I mean something to you. But why all of sudden you just leave without even a word. Is being with me or talking to me really such a hard thing for you to do? I just wanna know the answers to all the questions that's been bothering me. I know that you don't want closures.. you hate closures..you hate dealing with problems, if it's better to just run away, then you would gladly do it. I know that it had been years now, two years to be exact. I should have moved on. I should have learn to just forget about it and move on. But part of me still wants to know what you felt after reading my letter. I want to know if your mad because I havent' been totally honest with you. I want to know if your mad because you thought I betrayed our friendship. I want to know a lot of things but you don't want me to. I admit that until now, I still get hurt whenever I remember things we used to do, places we used to go, but I also know that what's between us will never be more than just friends. But I am still hoping that even only that friendship could remain, if it's the only thing that we could have.